The theme of today is breathing. I am conscious of every breath. Just that wears me out! My breathing is shallow and painful. I take some deep breaths, but the effort makes me weak and dizzy. My eyes are still drooped. My chest hurts. My ribs are sore. I keep yawning and hiccuping. My belly is infected feeling. My guts are not working. I keep having nose bleeds. What’s up with that?

I feel like getting back in bed with CPAP and oxygen. Well, I should say I am tired and that sounds good…..but the abdominal stuff doesn’t want to go lie down. Also, the cord things in my neck are hurting from the strain to breathe.

Tonight I am in more misery than usual. The brain fog is thick.

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