I tried really hard not to let things get to me. They did, anyways. I feel like I have been “had” by the whole “system”. The lawyers did not answer my questions about the missing paperwork. It was suggested I come to them and have a meeting. I am too sick. I asked for emails. Silence. Maybe there still is an explanation….maybe not.

I am very sick right now. Breathing is quite the struggle. My life is coughing, choking, staring into space, using Kleenex and repeat. Today my oxygen was 89%. That cannot be helping my depression. Everything hurts…..breathing, living, existing.

I have never seen Olive so clingy and worried.